"And on the days you don't know what to choose ... choose your mental health..." Days are passing and i become aware that my mental health is worse and worse. I pretend all is ok. But ... i guess all is obvious. I try to disconnect from the world i am living in. I try to hide the truth. Most certainly ... i've lost control on myself by a long, long time ... but i try to delay that all to become obvious for everyone. Unfortunately .... It is late. I've ignored too much ... all those details whispering that i am into a non-ending journey on a pathless path. Or maybe i should say pathless paths. I might illusory believe that i can improve things ... but ... Well ... between all those things ... i had to decide to remain calm and have a good mental health. There was nothing to choose for real. But ... i was blind. Stupid. Continuing acting as an idiot. I was not seeing the full picture. I couldn't do it. Or maybe ... not really ready. So .... I've just continued to waste my existence. Fortunately ... i was writing down everything ... everyday. As a self therapy. Hoping things will improve. Believing i must always choose between being on a pathless path and another. But …
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