A story of losing faith and leaving church, with a beautiful ending. Globally, people are losing confidence in the church as an institution and in God, or at least the God they were given. In this deeply personal account, Jane Kennedy names the ways it can feel like the ground is giving way beneath us as we begin to doubt, then question, then walk away. "Reading this felt like sacred space. Jane writes with such authenticity, vulnerability, and gentle prophecy, modelling the quote she offers by Cole Arthur Riley, that ‘lament itself is a form of hope.’ Reading this was balm for the soul." Rev. Radhika Sukumar-White, Uniting Church Minister